4ZB5FoykTh_OOG1MtDYjPt87VfU Positively Depressed: Plan B

Friday, June 28, 2013

Plan B



 I am officially putting together a Plan B in
case my primary plan: Expecting a Miracle,
doesn't work out right away. If you don't know
by now, my car died, my living situation
is less than ideal, and my life just sucks. 
Now I can choose the sit back miserably,
do nothing, and wait for the miracle or
Just once? It would be so nice. I know it sounds whiny and I don't care. I'm tired of seeing everyone else getting what they want when I don't even have what I need.


I can choose to do something about
my miserable excuse for a life.
But I need to go easy on myself because
change can be very difficult and not
 to mention scary as hell, especially
since I lack patience, motivation,
and plagued by fear of failure. 
I am doomed before I can ever begin again
.
Time for some tough self-love:
Suck it up Jamie, Get Yourself Together,
and Just Do What You Need to do.
Well said, I might add!
My pep talk
(disguised as
an affirmation)
 is now session:
With that done and said, here is what I have come up so far.
Plan B, "My Life Revised":  A Work in Progress
***First and for most, I need a car. 
With no support financially and bad credit,
I have to come up with the money for a down
payment and sales tax. I have $500 need about $200 more.
I will take $100 from each of my next two paychecks
then maybe by July 19, I can get my car.
Flawless, maybe but can I wait that long?
***Secondly, I will focus on ways to leave
 my unhealthy environment behind for good.
I will research resources to help me with
first months rent and deposit. 

***Thirdly, I am revamping my whole financial
situation by writing up a budget, finding ways
to spend less and to cut costs, to
start an online store, and to file
bankruptcy, if needed.

WHEW! That should keep me busy!

To Be Continued!




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