I just have a strong desire to vent. I feel like shit. I am so tired and so exhausted. I just wish someone understood how I felt. I just want some energy, enough to get through the day without laying down. This is where the loneliness sets in. I have not done anything that would exhaust me like this. This is where people, family, friends, don't understand. They don't understand what chronic fatigue and depression do to me. Not to mention sleep apnea. I just don't feel good. My house is a mess. But at least the laundry is clean, just not put away. I make it to work everyday. I go through the motions. These last couple of weeks have been bad. I am hoping that this coming week is better, I can only hope. Don't get me wrong, I am blessed to be able to awaken each morning. It is just that some days are harder than others to get through.
