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Sunday, April 21, 2013

Random Post: Feeling Bad


I just have a strong desire to vent.  I feel like shit.  I am so tired and so exhausted.  I just wish someone understood how I felt.  I just want some energy, enough to get through the day without laying down.  This is where the loneliness sets in.  I have not done anything that would exhaust me like this.  This is where people, family, friends, don't understand.  They don't understand what chronic fatigue and depression do to  me.  Not to mention sleep apnea.  I just don't feel good.  My house is a mess.  But at least the laundry is clean, just not put away.  I make it to work everyday.  I go through the motions.  These last couple of weeks have been bad.  I am hoping that this coming week is better, I can only hope. Don't get me wrong, I am blessed to be able to awaken each morning.  It is just that some days are harder than others to get through.
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  1. People, family, friend's don't understand. Because they haven't "been there." But Bear understands. Sorry you go through all that 'STUFF." (I could use another s-word, but I won't.)

    Me, I have a sleep most afternoons. Because I seem to need it. If you're feeling really tired, maybe your body is telling you something. Like, "Time for a rest."

    Hope you soon have some more energy. Maybe walking in the sunshine will help; maybe it won't. Sigh. Yeah, I keep dreaming, too.

    Blessings and Bear hugs!
    Bears Noting

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    1. Thanks, I wasn't looking for attention I am looking for understanding. I just kept thinking, I gotta blog this. I did talk myself into taking out the trash and doing the dishes but that was it LOL Always hope for tomorrow :)

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    2. Oh yeah Thanks Rob-Bear for understanding...you are the best :)

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  2. I understand where you are at right now. I am suffering with postpartum depression, and other people don't get it. I vented just the other day on my blog as well. I hope these coming week brings some beauty, strength, and joy into your life. Sending you my prayers.


    http://casseruoladolcedellavita.blogspot.com/2013/04/two-day-old-melancholy-is-no-good-for.html

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    1. Thanks for stopping by! I understand about post partum depression, already suffering from depression and couldn't take any meds the whole nine months, you can just imagine how I felt. I couldn't do anything right, cried all the time. Hang in there!! Prayers right back at ya :)

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  3. BTW, I love your icon the says "blogging is cheaper than a therapist" I want one. :-)

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    1. I think I got it at shabbyblogs.com. It was a freebie :) I guess you could go there and get the code or just copy it :)

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  4. Hey Jamie, I totally get what you mean, Although my chronic Fatigue as gotten much better since I went on lyrica. My daughter and well friend don't always understand, heck at first before I got the diagnosis, I was sleeping sometime til 5 in afternoon and they thought I was just being lazy...until I was diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome and now they understand a little more, not always but its a little better..

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