The worst battle

 

This is what I know to be true:  you know someone is bad for you but these feelings get in the way. The worst battle is with yourself.  He should have never contacted me and turned my life inside out.  I was content in my miserable life.  I know he came into my life for a reason but not for the reasons I wanted.  God had other plans.  Now, I know that maybe it was to get me back in the dating game but one thing God wasn't planning on; me falling hard and falling fast.  Three months was a good run...now I must trust God.  Love will find it's way to me eventually, as a tear drop rolls down my face.