So I declare that I am no longer going to wallow,
swallow or whatever in self-pity.
I have been a mess these past few days.
I feel so alone and worthless.
My life is a mess.
I have got to figure things out.
My car is dead. It needs a new engine.
My housing situation is way less than ideal.
I am tired of the couch and the verbal abuse.
Having this damn depression makes mountains out
of mole hills. FML!
But no more woe is me. Life can and will get better,
maybe not now, tomorrow but eventually.
I must do all that I can to rid my self of the negativity
that has been plaguing me lately.
So this Tuesday, June 18, 2013 I Delare!
SO sorry youre feeling so lousy. You are on the right path in thinking its time to do something different, if the old way isnt working...Things will always work out some way. No matter you walk or ride a bike, no matter you burn the couch and go live in a shelter for a few weeks...no matter, no matter... life experiences are all fodder for the maturing soul. You may have to walk through some of this crud in order to get past it but once you look back on where youve been (which Im sure you can do to some degree already)you'll realize this was the time that the big changes happened...the good stuff is going to happen if you stay the course and keep moving forward!It all sounds so trite but you and I both know its true...just not feeling it which is not the facts of the situation. Stay focused on truth and let the feelings roll past.
ReplyDeleteI nominated you for a Liebster Award... to find out more go to http://www.thoughtsonlifeandmoney.com/2013/06/i-am-now-liebster-award-nominee-you.html
ReplyDeleteThanks! I am so honored! I will get to it this weekeknd :)
DeleteOH, boo-hiss. Not happy news. So sorry you've been that yucky! I hope you can sort out what has been bugging you!
ReplyDeleteGlad of your emphasis on being positive. Yes! Go, Jamie, go!
Blessings and Bear hugs!
Bears Noting, Life in the Urban Forest (poetry).
I nominated you! http://amomaholic.wordpress.com/2013/06/23/wow-ive-been-nominated-for-two-awards/
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