Plan B

Day 5 of the 30 Day Blog-a-Day Challenge

 I am officially putting together a Plan B in

case my primary plan: Expecting a Miracle,

doesn't work out right away. If you don't know

by now, my car died, my living situation

is less than ideal, and my life just sucks. 

Now I can choose the sit back miserably,

do nothing, and wait for the miracle or

I can choose to do something about

my miserable excuse for a life.

But I need to go easy on myself because

change can be very difficult and not

 to mention scary as hell, especially

since I lack patience, motivation,

and plagued by fear of failure. 

I am doomed before I can ever begin again

.

Time for some tough self-love:

Suck it up Jamie, Get Yourself Together,

and Just Do What You Need to do.

Well said, I might add!

My pep talk
(disguised as
an affirmation)
 is now session:

With that done and said, here is what I have come up so far.

Plan B, "My Life Revised":  A Work in Progress

***First and for most, I need a car. 

With no support financially and bad credit,

I have to come up with the money for a down

payment and sales tax. I have $500 need about $200 more.

I will take $100 from each of my next two paychecks

then maybe by July 19, I can get my car.

Flawless, maybe but can I wait that long?

***Secondly, I will focus on ways to leave
 my unhealthy environment behind for good.
I will research resources to help me with
first months rent and deposit. 

***Thirdly, I am revamping my whole financial
situation by writing up a budget, finding ways
to spend less and to cut costs, to
start an online store, and to file
bankruptcy, if needed.

WHEW! That should keep me busy!

To Be Continued!