Fighting Like Hell

Well through the deepest, darkest depression of my life, 

I managed to only be one post behind in my challenges.

Now, that my friends, is a miracle in itself.

I have been fighting this latest depression for over a month.

And I promise you I will fight like hell to get through it.

I prayed last night for a sign and I woke up feeling a teensy bit better.

I'll take it! 

Therefore, I decided not to admit myself into the hospital today.

I will not be fooled by my distorted thoughts.

I know that people do care but they just don't understand

how incapacitating depression can be. 

They are right, I will get through it (not necessarily over it), 

maybe not now, tomorrow or next week but soon.

Here is a quote that I live by:

"Be patient, my soul, thou has suffered worse than this"...Homer

Now, I feel that I truly understand.  The meaning is very clear to me now!