Remembrance

No matter how hard I try, I seem to always be a day behind in my blogging duties.

Oh well, that's me!  A day late and a dollar short. 

I am bored, restless, anxious, and okay.

There is nothing wrong with just being okay.

I can think of worse things to be.  

At least I am feeling a little better; just taking it one day at a time.

One of the reasons I am feeling out of sorts is because 10 days ago one 

of my old partying buddies (another life, saving my partying days for another time) 

took 60 Xanax and died of an overdose.  I am not sure if it was an intentional suicide or not.

He was a daredevil who always thought he was invincible.  

He was a wild, lost soul who was finally tamed.

His friends and family are holding a benefit for him today to pay for his funeral costs. 

I feel so bad that I won't be able to attend the benefit.  

I am still without a car and besides I do not have any money to help out.

So this is my way of showing support and 

respect to a lost soul who lost his life.

Rest in Peace Kevin!

You are sadly missed by friends, 

family, and your two young children.