Playing Catch Up

Ok, why do I join these challenges when I

know darn well that I am

going through the darkest time of my life

and my chronic fatigue is rampant throughout me.

Silly me!

So, of course, I am officially behind in my blogging duties.

This will count as several posts.

First things first, I am sad to report that my

pot-bellied pig Waffles has found a new home.

She is with a good family on a farm with lots of room.

My daughter and I could no longer take care of her.

She needed more space to play and I work full time and

couldn't give her the attention she needed. 

She was very much loved and will be sadly missed.

Goodbye Waffles!  I love you!

(as tears roll down my face)

I am going to try and switch moods now.

(Deep breath in and out)

Now I am happy to report that:

I am still very teary eyed all the time,

but the crying jags are getting shorter.

I am anxiously awaiting my own therapy appointment. 

I will no longer take up my daughter's appointments anymore.

 The stress and darkness of my depression has got

to go away; it is definitely time for it to move on.

I seriously don't know how much more I can take.

Oh well, this was supposed to be positive!

That's how things roll in my life, one minute positive the next minute negativity shows up.

Anyway, next:

Considering some days now that I am pissed off that I woke up, one day I will look back on my life and smile, pat myself on the back, and think "So damn glad I decided to live."

Stay strong my friends!  If I have to so do you :)

Love you guys!