Old fashioned, me? Who knew!

Being lonely truly sucks but should 

I be looking for love right now?

My living situation sucks 

(still living with my ex).

I still have no car.

I am still reeling from this 

last depressive episode.

But I guess whether my 
life sucks or not, there

is no time like the

present to start searching 
for love again besides
I have a feeling it might take
a while in this day and age.

So here I am looking for love

in all the wrong places.

Places, like online dating sites,

where all a man wants to

do is talk about sex and

send me explicit pictures

of their sex organs.

Ugghhh! All I can do is 

shake my head and 

laugh out loud 

at how stupid some 

men can be.

Don't get me wrong, 

I like sex too but come

on guys, how hard is it to get

to know someone before

you ask them if they like to do

certain sex acts and to ask to see 

pictures of my breasts?
And no I am not here on this
Earth today to fulfill your 
sexual needs; there is
porn for that.

I most be old fashioned.

I have always been an

open-minded woman, 

but it seems traditional

love is too difficult

to obtain now days.

What does traditional 

mean to me, you wonder.

Well you know when you

meet someone and you talk

for hours getting to know

 one another, then meet for

dinner or for a drink to 

find out if there is any

kind of chemistry 

between one another. 

Maybe I am just a hopeless 

romantic, but I am beginning 

to wonder if the love I want and 

deserve is ever going to find me.
Does it even exist anymore?
Well, I am not a quitter so
I won't give up looking for love.
I just want to know what 
love is before I die.
Time is ticking.

I maybe right afterall; love may take a while 
to find but I am not going to settle.
So I guess I will crawl back on my couch
(my ex pays rent so I get the couch) 
and call it a day.

Tomorrow is another day.
Another day to put myself out there.
I am ready to give and receive love.
That is all I can do for now.
Patience will not come easily 
but hope will be there for me 
in the long run.

Wish me luck in love, the dating pool
seems to be getting more stupid by the day.